I'm alive, but I've spent the last week not feeling so well and then my mum came down and what not.

She actually made me a birthday cake, which was sweet.

The birthday draws closer and closer, and the more I just want to crawl under a blanket until it's all over.

It's sad how an almost 19 year old girl can be so horrified by getting older.

On the up side though my Nan sent me down some really awesome socks.

Scott gets his new car this week I think. It's his 4th since I've been with him. 4 cars in less than 3 years is a little scary, but whatever makes him happy.

And I'm just...being me.

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